RYAN BLAIR AND KAILA'S B-DAY

for ryan blair's and my birthday we have decided that we shall go to jackastors on thursday february 22nd. everyone should come..i'm thinking around 8 or 9ish..but what ever works for people is good

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this is my first LJ post in ages. and i'm not even sure what to say other than that i am confused and i'm not really sure what i'm confused about. i'm sitting in my room eating macaroons drinking grapefruit juice and debating on taking a shower. everyone on my floor is out. they either went home or they are out partying. being 18 you're supposed to be out partying on a friday night right? is it odd that i have no desire for this completely normal teen interaction? is it odd that i would much rather be sitting in my room thinking? when is it that you are supposed to grow up? is growing up too fast bad for you? did i grow up too fast? is it possible that at the tender age of 18 i have alread outgrown this stage where you slowly become an adult? these are a few of the questions that have been plagueing my mind since i got here. is change good? when is it ok to do what makes you happy, and when do you have to let things happen instead of making them happen? is life just sitting back and taking things as they come? i'm listening to 3 guys argue about spilt liquor. guy one is pissed because he only has one shot left. it makes me laugh that this boys only concern is that he isn't off his face drunk, he is only slightly intoxicated. ugh...things are good. i'm not trying to say that i am not happy. and yet i don't think i quite am either. is it ok to simly be content with how things are? so many questions that i don't have answered. anyways.my mind is mad up. i think i will have a shower.
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ok so its been months since i updated but i guess this is big enough that i can post. so i'm in guelph now. its kinda nuts, everyone is blonde and preppy and skinny. they make you learn stupid cheers and i've never been one for school spirit. but there was one that was dece it was for artz haus. "give me a B (B!), give me an O (O!), give me a b (B!) Whats that spell? (BOB!) Whats that spell backwards? (BOB!) What don't we have? (SCURVEY!!). thats the only good one just cuz its random. i didn't have a good time last night. well i did and didn't. some guy ran into me and just laughed and walked away and it pissed me off. then i had to dance in front of like 5000 people...yeah i wasn't happy. but then nikki came over and we ordered pizza and had a good time. maybe i need to drink, maybe that will make me feel better. it is only the second day though. but i don't think i'm gunna go to any more o-week things....maybe my major orientation and stuff but..idunno. i'm not really diggin it. just give me my text books and thats that. oh yeah and the other thing theres no soap in the bathroom..fucking idiots...no soap...who do they think they are? i miss home. i need coffee. i miss jordan. i miss andrew. i miss jen. i miss my mum i miss people who love me...anyways i'm getting breakfast by guys

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this is my first entry in like a month
i will make it short and sweet
things are sucky and great at the same time
i am leaving in like 1 month and a bit
i still have to buy all my stuff
things are pretty great with people
and i am in love with harry potter...sweet sweet harry potter
that is all
goodbye

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ok so i'll start from the beginning. i had a dream hat we were going to sibbalds point and elliot was drivng drunk and we didn't have everything we needed and carly was already at the site but i wasn't and i had all the stuff...only i didn't! so i was rushing around trying to get stuff and shoving stuff into back packs and looking for my bathing suit and my mum kept insisting that we bring apples...anyways..i woke up and ran upstairs to ask my dad if he could take me to canadian tire to get camping stuff. ok so we go and this is what i got:
4 person tent
coleman rechargeable lamp
big flash light
mini barbeque (very mini..like...table top)
2 folding chairs
barbeque utensils (flippers etc)
bbq lighter
a big pad to sleep on (blow up mattresses are freakin expensive)
some frozen things..
hmm i think thats it
carly i do believe you and ivan are on my site so help me make a list of what else we need
yay camping!

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so last night was river boat. my last river boat technically....highlights of the evening: sarah and doug pettigrew, heather, alex palmer, ivan, mr nagy, ms watt, brit and jeff, zach and katherine, graeme, carly...and when myself, amanda, jordan and carly read alix olson!. it was awesome...afterwards i came home and decided that i'm going to write a letter to every teacher at huron that has had an impact on me. well..time to get ready for school. love to all

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ok so carly, brittney and i went and saw the arctic monkeys last night. i had a great time! it was awesomely sweaty and hot and just a good time. we saw some guy get kicked out for smoking. this big huge bouncer guy pulled him out by the back of his shirt. it was terrifying because brit had JUST put out a joint that was handed to her by a lovely boy. some stupid girl kept leaning on carly and getting in her way...by the end of the night she somehow got gum in her hair. as soon as the spinto band was done (oh and they were really fun by the way) these big huge tall guys pushed in front of us...so i naturally said REALLY loudly "don't you love when really tall guys stand directly in front of short girls!?" which brit replied with "yes its very gentlemenly" and they slowly found their way somewhere else. i had a great time. driving home we listened to alix olsen and ani difranco and it was lovely. i perfect end to a perfect night. thank you very much ladies for an awesome night. AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACKIE (i know its a little late) BUT HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANYWAYS!!!!

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i saw queen last night. it was the most amazing concert i've ever seen. paul rogers was incredible..i mean...he wasn't freddy but he was great. oh yeah and i'm pretty sure brian may is a god...as well as roger taylor. they were all incredible. i got a sweet shirt too. anywho...that was my incredible night. oh and now i get to drive to toronto to pick up sarah and then party downtown yay. HAPPY ST PADDY'S DAY!!!

he's so tragically hip

To boldly clap in a room full of nothing
you never know, it could be one of those
poignant evenings.
Museum's locked and it's long since past
closing,
you cannot know, you cannot not know
what you're knowing
what can you do, they're all gone
and we'll go too.

The curtain climbs over me every morning.
I don't know why I'm so immunized
against reforming.
To coldly slap at a face full of nothing,
you never know it could've been one of those
looks of long.
What can you do, they're all gone
And we'll go too.

i think i'm in love with Gord Downie..he's a weirdo and i love him...
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you see, i do believe that this is the problem. if you are upset with me...how bout you say something to me...i have a phone...2 actually... its awfully upsetting seeing that you are upset over livejournal, because i mean..hey yeah LJ is great..but its no place to hear bad news. oh and also...while i do miss our friendship...i also miss the days when you wouldn't talk about me behind my back. or the days when after something really awful happened..you wouldn't perpetuate the situation by saying "she probably went out with andrew" that made me really quite upset, especially since me and jordan had just figured out stuff and worked it out. because i wouldn't ditch my friends to hang out with my boyfriend, and i'm pretty sure you know that. so to be just as impersonal as you. here is what i think on my lj..now you can see how fun it is to find out how someone truely feels over the computer, that is all.

perhaps maybe we need to talk, because i hate openeded occurances, and i think everyone does
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