| RYAN BLAIR AND KAILA'S B-DAY |
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for ryan blair's and my birthday we have decided that we shall go to jackastors on thursday february 22nd. everyone should come..i'm thinking around 8 or 9ish..but what ever works for people is good
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[25 Nov 2006|12:55am] |
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this is my first LJ post in ages. and i'm not even sure what to say other than that i am confused and i'm not really sure what i'm confused about. i'm sitting in my room eating macaroons drinking grapefruit juice and debating on taking a shower. everyone on my floor is out. they either went home or they are out partying. being 18 you're supposed to be out partying on a friday night right? is it odd that i have no desire for this completely normal teen interaction? is it odd that i would much rather be sitting in my room thinking? when is it that you are supposed to grow up? is growing up too fast bad for you? did i grow up too fast? is it possible that at the tender age of 18 i have alread outgrown this stage where you slowly become an adult? these are a few of the questions that have been plagueing my mind since i got here. is change good? when is it ok to do what makes you happy, and when do you have to let things happen instead of making them happen? is life just sitting back and taking things as they come? i'm listening to 3 guys argue about spilt liquor. guy one is pissed because he only has one shot left. it makes me laugh that this boys only concern is that he isn't off his face drunk, he is only slightly intoxicated. ugh...things are good. i'm not trying to say that i am not happy. and yet i don't think i quite am either. is it ok to simly be content with how things are? so many questions that i don't have answered. anyways.my mind is mad up. i think i will have a shower.
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[04 Sep 2006|11:11am] |
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ok so its been months since i updated but i guess this is big enough that i can post. so i'm in guelph now. its kinda nuts, everyone is blonde and preppy and skinny. they make you learn stupid cheers and i've never been one for school spirit. but there was one that was dece it was for artz haus. "give me a B (B!), give me an O (O!), give me a b (B!) Whats that spell? (BOB!) Whats that spell backwards? (BOB!) What don't we have? (SCURVEY!!). thats the only good one just cuz its random. i didn't have a good time last night. well i did and didn't. some guy ran into me and just laughed and walked away and it pissed me off. then i had to dance in front of like 5000 people...yeah i wasn't happy. but then nikki came over and we ordered pizza and had a good time. maybe i need to drink, maybe that will make me feel better. it is only the second day though. but i don't think i'm gunna go to any more o-week things....maybe my major orientation and stuff but..idunno. i'm not really diggin it. just give me my text books and thats that. oh yeah and the other thing theres no soap in the bathroom..fucking idiots...no soap...who do they think they are? i miss home. i need coffee. i miss jordan. i miss andrew. i miss jen. i miss my mum i miss people who love me...anyways i'm getting breakfast by guys
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[19 Jul 2006|11:33pm] |
this is my first entry in like a month
i will make it short and sweet
things are sucky and great at the same time
i am leaving in like 1 month and a bit
i still have to buy all my stuff
things are pretty great with people
and i am in love with harry potter...sweet sweet harry potter
that is all
goodbye
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[14 May 2006|12:36pm] |
ok so i'll start from the beginning. i had a dream hat we were going to sibbalds point and elliot was drivng drunk and we didn't have everything we needed and carly was already at the site but i wasn't and i had all the stuff...only i didn't! so i was rushing around trying to get stuff and shoving stuff into back packs and looking for my bathing suit and my mum kept insisting that we bring apples...anyways..i woke up and ran upstairs to ask my dad if he could take me to canadian tire to get camping stuff. ok so we go and this is what i got:
4 person tent
coleman rechargeable lamp
big flash light
mini barbeque (very mini..like...table top)
2 folding chairs
barbeque utensils (flippers etc)
bbq lighter
a big pad to sleep on (blow up mattresses are freakin expensive)
some frozen things..
hmm i think thats it
carly i do believe you and ivan are on my site so help me make a list of what else we need
yay camping!
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[07 Apr 2006|09:26am] |
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so last night was river boat. my last river boat technically....highlights of the evening: sarah and doug pettigrew, heather, alex palmer, ivan, mr nagy, ms watt, brit and jeff, zach and katherine, graeme, carly...and when myself, amanda, jordan and carly read alix olson!. it was awesome...afterwards i came home and decided that i'm going to write a letter to every teacher at huron that has had an impact on me. well..time to get ready for school. love to all
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[22 Mar 2006|08:46am] |
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ok so carly, brittney and i went and saw the arctic monkeys last night. i had a great time! it was awesomely sweaty and hot and just a good time. we saw some guy get kicked out for smoking. this big huge bouncer guy pulled him out by the back of his shirt. it was terrifying because brit had JUST put out a joint that was handed to her by a lovely boy. some stupid girl kept leaning on carly and getting in her way...by the end of the night she somehow got gum in her hair. as soon as the spinto band was done (oh and they were really fun by the way) these big huge tall guys pushed in front of us...so i naturally said REALLY loudly "don't you love when really tall guys stand directly in front of short girls!?" which brit replied with "yes its very gentlemenly" and they slowly found their way somewhere else. i had a great time. driving home we listened to alix olsen and ani difranco and it was lovely. i perfect end to a perfect night. thank you very much ladies for an awesome night. AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACKIE (i know its a little late) BUT HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANYWAYS!!!!
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[17 Mar 2006|12:14pm] |
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i saw queen last night. it was the most amazing concert i've ever seen. paul rogers was incredible..i mean...he wasn't freddy but he was great. oh yeah and i'm pretty sure brian may is a god...as well as roger taylor. they were all incredible. i got a sweet shirt too. anywho...that was my incredible night. oh and now i get to drive to toronto to pick up sarah and then party downtown yay. HAPPY ST PADDY'S DAY!!!
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| he's so tragically hip |
[12 Mar 2006|07:21pm] |
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To boldly clap in a room full of nothing
you never know, it could be one of those
poignant evenings.
Museum's locked and it's long since past
closing,
you cannot know, you cannot not know
what you're knowing
what can you do, they're all gone
and we'll go too.
The curtain climbs over me every morning.
I don't know why I'm so immunized
against reforming.
To coldly slap at a face full of nothing,
you never know it could've been one of those
looks of long.
What can you do, they're all gone
And we'll go too.
i think i'm in love with Gord Downie..he's a weirdo and i love him...
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[03 Mar 2006|10:39pm] |
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arctic monkeys -perhaps vampires is a bit strong but... |
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you see, i do believe that this is the problem. if you are upset with me...how bout you say something to me...i have a phone...2 actually... its awfully upsetting seeing that you are upset over livejournal, because i mean..hey yeah LJ is great..but its no place to hear bad news. oh and also...while i do miss our friendship...i also miss the days when you wouldn't talk about me behind my back. or the days when after something really awful happened..you wouldn't perpetuate the situation by saying "she probably went out with andrew" that made me really quite upset, especially since me and jordan had just figured out stuff and worked it out. because i wouldn't ditch my friends to hang out with my boyfriend, and i'm pretty sure you know that. so to be just as impersonal as you. here is what i think on my lj..now you can see how fun it is to find out how someone truely feels over the computer, that is all.
perhaps maybe we need to talk, because i hate openeded occurances, and i think everyone does
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[02 Mar 2006|02:02am] |
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fix you..damn you terry...its stuck in my head |
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SEARS was amaZING. hey carly.....i told you so!!! skidway was gross and lovely. everyone is so awesome. i'm upset that i won't be doing it again next year. but i'll surely be coming to see it. and help out on my reading week. anywho...its bed time g'night
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| mmm chocolate chip muffin... |
[28 Feb 2006|08:53am] |
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so i've abandoned my lj for a real journal. theres something better about actually writing stuff down. breakfast television sucked this morning. i don't wanna go to SEARS festival on wednesday. in fact i'm not. i need to steal some film from photo. i also need to do that project for sloan...oh well. i;l do it later. i really don't wanna go to school today. maybe i'll sign out....nah it not worth it. but i'm not staying after school tonight. sorry guys but i get the feeling i'm not wanted there anyways. anywho...see ya..i'm gunna get ready for school...yay danished!!!
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[16 Feb 2006|08:47am] |
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ah its a snow day!!!!!!!!!!
yesterday was my birthday, and it was fabulous. i didn't go to school cuz i mean..hey...its my birthday...so i drove ryan to the liquor store and then we got harveys...which i love..cuz mmm....veggie burgers. then i went out to starbucks with brit stalker and jordan and that was awesome..brit got me awesome ska dinner plates for uni. last weekend i went to andrews which was lovely he made me pizza and applejuice and it was awesome!!!then on saturday carly and jordan, and jen and katie all threw me a fabulous vegetarian feast and lots of chocolate. i have the greatest friends ever. well..its a snow day..so my mom is gunna make me clean...blah...well thats all...see ya
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[31 Jan 2006|01:50am] |
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i love you. i fucked things up but i'm trying to fix it. i'll drop everything to make it better and you know that. you're my sister and i'd do anything to not hurt you. so i've decided that there will be no more flirting or holding hands or anything like that, cuz thats what you want. and you're amazing so its dece with me. besides....you're much cooler anyways. like the IKEA lamp
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[06 Jan 2006|10:23pm] |
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i did a bad thing just now. i went and read a bunch of old posts on my old livejournal. not a good idea. i get that everyone is all grown up now and things are so different, but i really miss it...god i do. haha...and i read the post that said "he smile makes me weak in the knees" and can't for the life of me figure out who it was. well i have a suspicion but i'm still unsure. anyways...i seemed to have alot more to worry about back then. between the partying and working i was busy busy busy. i miss the old days alot. i miss hanging out with feurd and brendan thats for sure. i miss hanging out with everyone. i wanna revert back to my old self. when the hell did i change so much. when did i become such pessimist? i used to be filled with so much hope and i miss that. i shoudln't have looked at them. the past is in the past i guess. theres no changing it now. for some reason i feel like i'm on a path of destruction. i mean well though, i really do..please forgive me..everyone... i need to go to bed..
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| i know you have a heavy heart...i can feel it when we kiss |
[28 Dec 2005|10:23pm] |
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bright eyes is comforting. i'm really confused. my dad was screaming at my brother and that always pisses me of...then i couldn't find a cd for my mom so she could put it on her mp3 player and she's all pissed off at me no so basically i wanna take the car and drive and not look back. would that make you happy? i've said it before 'theres no point in starting something if its just going to be ruined shortly after'. i firmly believe i was on crack when i said that. oh and i think jordan's pissed off at me cuz i invited her over to hang out but shortly after that phone call i was in this state. so i didn't want to hang out with anyone anylonger. sash is at kathlene's i wanna talk to her again. thank you to sash and kathlene for the help today. i still don't know though. anywho...i'm gunna go listen to metric. i'm gunna try and hype myself up for the hell of it. see ya
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[20 Dec 2005|09:59pm] |
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choclate covered coffee beans are a girls best friend when homework needs to be done. i'm in one of those blah moods and really don't wanna present my history seminar tomorrow. damn you fil walker. anywho...this is the last project i do until winter break which is nice. hopefully x-mas will be worth all the trouble leading up to it. find me somebody to love....you hit it right on the spot freddy...
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[16 Dec 2005|09:47pm] |
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ok so for some reason everthing in my life goes to hell one week before christmas. ok so today everything was fine it was a little hectic but fine. then i find out theres something wrong with my car so i can't get to andrews for gingerbread houses, plus i can't get up to jack astors for jordans birthday so i have to figure something else out.and my computer is broken (i'm on my moms now)i have to do groceries, bring my brothers amp into the arts, finish my christmas shopping as well as do a project thats due wednesday. so things are sucky. i haven't talked to sarah in ages cuz she's busy with exams, and stuff is going on with dan that she hasn't really explained yet. so blah..idunno..i;m tired and i have to do my hair I SAID GOOD DAY SIR
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| stolen from kerry hazel |
[14 Dec 2005|04:46pm] |
10 Favourites...
Favorite Color: brown
Favorite Food: chinese
Favorite Band/Singer: death cab/postal srvice/sublime/metric/ani difranco
Favorite Song: no idea.
Favorite Movie: pride and prejudice
Favorite Sport: none
Favorite Season: summer
Favorite Day Of the Week: doucheday
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: french crisp/pralines and cream
9 Currents...
Current Mood: tired
Current Taste:cigarette
Current Clothes: brown pinstripe pants/west49 hoodie
Current Desktop: picture from threadless.com
Current Toenail Color: whatever colour toenails are normally
Current Time: 4:51
Current Surroundings: living room
Current Annoyance(s): i don't wanna drive my bro to the school
Current Thought: gee that man is really flamboyant
8 Firsts...
First Best Friend: Jeanie and Ashley
First Kiss: joey something
First Screen Name: no clue
First Pet: ebony and ivory
First Piercing: ears
First Crush: brandon something
First Music: queen/led zeppelin/billie holiday
First Car: navy blue chevy blazer
7 Lasts...
Last Cigarette: right now
Last Drink: water
Last Car Ride: 10 min ago
Last Kiss: andrews party
Last Movie Seen:Narnia
Last Phone Call: brits mom...no really it was
Last CD Played: metric
6 Have You Evers....
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends:nope
Have You Ever Broken the Law: yes
Have You Ever Been Arrested: no
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: yes
Have You Ever Been on TV: yes
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: yes
5 Things you're wearing:
1. hoodie
2. pants
3. socks
4. undergarments
5. makeup
4 Things You've Done Today:
1. eaten pizza
2. gone to school
3. wrote an essay
4. hugges evan
3 Things You Can Hear Right Now:
1. television
2. mom
3. cat
2 Things You Can't Live Without:
1. my friends
2. music
1 thing that you love:
1. people
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[13 Dec 2005|07:23pm] |
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aujourd'hui était très bon. j'ai fini un bon nombre de travail d'école et je me sens très détendu. L'anniversaire de la Jordanie aproaching bientôt. Samedi sera très des mais d'amusement maintenant que je dois aller lis un livre au revoir. également, j'aime le français !
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